22 Desember 2010

D.O.R!!!!! sstt....I MISS YOU!

i still miss you. pake pelet apasih lu sampe gk ilang ilang ini kangen+sayangnya. ohmy plis i guess i need you baby! really i tired of being disappointed.
dadidudedo......hilang dr fikiranku plis.
by the way, 20 Desember 2010 kemarin --> failed anniversary 6 bulan loh. betapa mirisnya.......huelaliooeoeo kangen lo pin.

I can't sleep, I just can breath when your shadow is all over me, baby
Don't wanna be, a fool in your eyes cause what we had was built on lies
And when our love seems to fade away listen to me hear what I say
I don't wanna feel the way that I do I just wanna be right here with you
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart I MISS YOU
What would it take for u to see to make u understand that I'll always believe
You and I, can make it through and I still know, I can't get over you
Cause when our love seems to fade away listen to me hear what I say....
I don't wanna feel the way that I do I just wanna be right here with you
I don't wanna see,see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart I MISS U
by, westlife.

YADUUUU.gamau galau sebenernya ya tapi ya...... yadidudedo memang nih bikin pusing. move on susah, ngarep gak mau, lalu? die yuk. yukdeh yukmariiiiiiii-_-" i swear i still in love with him. i loved him so much. too much. lebay ye? kayanya si gitu tp emang gitu gimana dong :(
jujur...gue pengen temenan deket lagi sama dia. gakmau lostcontact kaya gini. aduadu you fill my last days with ur love sih. kalo enggak.....gk mungkin ane kaya gini.ya cukup tau ya gue kangen pin, kangen banget.
i can't removing all about you and us from my mind. one word "KANGEN"

22 November 2010

letters to my ex

helo my ex, how are u? if you fine, how can?
helo my ex, what are u doing now? still u thingking about me?
helo my ex, will u find someone new to replace me in ur heart in the near future?
and helo my ex, why i can't stop thingking about u?
why i can't stop to not miss you?

hampir 2 bulan udah gue putus sama lo, tapi kenapa semua rasa yang ada buat lo gak ada yg ilang sedikit pun? gue kangen, bener-bener kangen&kehilangan lo. you are my past, harusnya gue bisa lupain lo....tapi enggak untuk kali ini. until now i still love you as sincerely my heart and expect you to come back to me. meskipun itu pastinya hanyalah harapan yang sia-sia. you told me, that you want we should be friends, not enemies. why you far away from me now? gue sadar, ini salah gue. i'm too selfish! maaf....itu semua karna gue terlalu takut buat keilangan lo vin:( maafin gue yg kaya gini, gue baru sadar semua ini setelah lo pergi dari gue. there's still second chance for me? hmm i don't think so.... mungkin buat lo ini yang terbaik, tapi buat gue enggak. where is the good in goodbye?
kvnsryfhlv, yes you! fell in love with you itu bikin gue bisa ngerti rasanya sayang ke orang gimana, gimana rasanya ngejaga orang yg disayang supaya gak diambil orang lain. lo udah yg terbaik dibanding yang lain, lo gak pernah deket sama cewek lain, lo gak pernah selingkuh kaya temen-temen lo sekarang ini, lo gak pernah bohongin gue, lo gak pernah nge-duain gue, lo gak pernah berusaha buat punya htsan, lo....... baik vin, baik banget...meskipun lo gak bisa nunjukin rasa sayang dan perhatian lo ke gue tapi gue bisa ngerti, tp mungkin temen temen gue yg gak bisa ngerti semua itu. gue kangen lo, kangen banget:( gue bukan mau sekedar ketemu, gue pengen kaya dulu... gue kangen kita becanda bareng anak-anak, gue kangen kita dicakin, gue kangen kita jalan-jalan, sekarang mana vin? lo gak pernah ada disaat kita ngumpul, gue bth lo, gue mau lo, meskipun hanya sebatas teman.... I MISS YOU SO BAD!
i need a long time to erase all memories of us, and to open my heart to someone else.


dear my ex, i miss you so much. i miss the parts when we laugh together
dear my ex, i miss your attention
dear my ex, can we repeat it all over again?
dear my ex, i just want you to know how much i need you, how much i love you, and how much i miss you.


dear my ex, I M I S S Y O U

~ℒℴѵℯ, Nadya2006.2010

12 September 2010

he's mine!

Got angry and bored! that's why i wanna share something here. 2 months 3 weeks.hm jalanin 2 bulan hampir 3 bulan sama pacar gue yang ini beda banget loh sama mantan-mantan sblmnya. gatau knp...tp emg udh lama bgt gue ga pcrn sampe awet segininya, biasanya 4 hari,seminggu putus hoho itu krn ya gue syg bgt sama 'kevin'. sebenernya pisah sma ga bikin gue sm kevin gimana-gimana, mskpun gue ngerasa kangen terus. iyalah secara dulu smp ketemu terus tiap hari sekelas terus lah skrg :(:( ketemuan aja tuh susah bgt. pcr gue yg satu ini bkn tipikal cowo yang suka slingkuh gitu loh hoho senangnya, tapi dia pny sikap yg bikin jengkel abis. jengkel tapi tetep aja gue sayang hihihi♥
cuek. ya dia cuek banget. tp sekalinya dia care perhatian gitu banget-bangetan loh. mungkin buat gue ini spesial krn dia engga sering kaya gitu, engga kaya cowo cowo lain. dan baru kali ini setiap ada mslh gitu gue bs nyeleseinnya, padahal dulu setiap ada mslh dikit pasti langsung putus. tp suerrr sm kevin tuh ga, sampe tmn2 gue blg kesabaran gue itu over sabar unlimited. wahahaha unlimited. iya kali ya......abis sayang sm dia udh lama jauh sblm kita jadian, jd gue gamau keilangan dia deh :3
jalan 3 bulan sm kevin mustahil kalo engga berantem, setiap hubungan pasti adalah berantem berantemnya. haa tapi skrg ini gue pgn bgt ngilangin cueknya yang bnrbnr cuek. kalo aja dia tau gmn sbnrnya gue.....sbr bgt gue sama dia, sabarnya itu sbr ngadepin cueknya dia. makanya gue dibilang kelewat sabar wkwkwk iyadunn sabar kan gue sygbgt sama kevin:p tapi kalo udh bkn salah yg fatal ya gue marah tp marahnya marah yg engga lgsg ngambil suatu keputusan yg bs bikiin gue nyesel nantinya. setiap mslh kan pasti bs diselesein baik baik 0:)
mslh yg ada antara gue sm dia skrg gue harap bgt bisa selesai scptnya dan menghasilkan suatu keputusan yg baik buat gue sm dia. smg aja positive, jujur bgt gue gamau keilangan kevin. dapetinnya susah tuh-____- syg gue ke dia jg beda sm syg gue ke mantan-mantan gue dulu, dulu gue gak pernah sesayang ini sm cowo, baru kali ini loh hehehe. aaa smg gue sm kevin bs nyelesein setiap masalah yg ada, smg gue bs terus sama dia, dan dia ga bikin gue kecewa lagi amiiiin......loveyoufull vin!

fell in love with you gives me happiness,
build a relationship with you feels like a dream come true
loveyou!

I love Kevin Surya Fahlevi
20.06.10♥

07 Juli 2010

separation between us :'(

pisah? ya satu kata yang paling gua benci. udah yakin dan berharap banget bisa satu sekolah sama kevin, sabila, putri, amanda, fika, vika, bagas, di sma 6 ini semuanya ke lempar ke sma yang beda beda! kevin,putri,amanda ke 46, fika ke 82, aaaaaaaaaa nangis bener bener nangis pas posisinya orang yg gua sayang terus bergeser setiap 10 menit sekali. jujur nyesek banget ngeliatnya. bola, putri, manda gitugitu udah kelempar duluan sebelum kevin. jam 3an kevin kelempar ke sma 46. itu down banget, sedih banget, gatau lagi harus ngomong apa.setelah udah liat posisi itu, sama sekali laptopnya ngga gua buka sampe hari ini. nyesek banget rasanya. gua biasa satu sekolah, ini sekarang pisah. ih sedih banget. mata sampe cina segaris nangis mulu.
hm 3 tahun satu sekolah sama dia, 2 tahun sekelas sama dia di 85 sama 92, 2 kali perpisahan ke luar kota bareng, sering kerja kelompok bareng, apa apa bareng, biasanya setiap hari ketemu di kelas duduk deketan terus sekarang harus pisah sekolah?! damn! nyesek.kecewa.sedih. sekarang nama gua masih nyangkut di 6 dan stuck di peringkat 50an, berharap banget bisa kegeser ke sma 3, tapi susah. yaallah kenapa harus di pisahin dari orang-orang yang gua sayang?kenapaharus disatuin sama orang-orang yang udah nyakitin gua? gaadil banget :( meskipun sekarang ini gua pacarnya dia, tapi jujur gua takut banget keilangan lo, gatau kenapa sebelumnya gua gak pernah sayang sama cowok sampe kaya gini. meskipun jadiannya baru sebentar, tapi sayangnya gua ke dia itu udah lama kan, jadinya gatau kenapa sayang banget sama dia.
susah banget buat gua pisah kaya gitu, meskipun entar bisa ketemuan tapi tetep aja rasanya beda, beda banget. gua masuk sekolah yang gua pengenin dari dulu, tapi pisah sama temen temen gua itu berat banget. lebay kek bodo amat. hah God if you can give one more chance........... :'( satu keburuntungan banget sekarang gua pacarnya dia, kalo kita masih temenan mungkin gua lebih sedih daripada ini....
hari pertama sekolah nanti tanpa bola, shila, adisti, putri, kahfi, kirun, dan tentunya kevin, dan temen2 gue yang lain itu pasti hampa banget! gaad lagi bola yang bisa bikin gue ngakak tiap hari, shila yg dengerin cerita gue, ga duduk lagi sama adisti, itu sedih banget, bener-bener sedih banget gak sama mereka lagi. nangis, nagis dan nangis terus yang gua lakukan, udah gatau harus ngapain cuma bisa nangis. mereka semua terlalu baik untuk gua, terlalu susah untuk dipisahin. sabila, shila, kevin, adisti, putri, jihan, amel, amanda, kahfi, kirun, vika, bagas, danu, andrew, aiz, jangan berubah ya kalo kita udah pisah ntar! sayaaaaaaaaaaang bgt sama kalian as my bestfriends! kalo aja bisa diubah, gue mau banget satu sekolah bahkan satu kelas lagi sama kalian semua. gaada lagi kerja kelompok bareng danu,kevin,adisti, gaada lagi bercanda bareng dikelas kaya 92, gaada lagi perpisahan bareng ke luar kota, gaada lagi ntar yang ngecakin gua sama kevin, itu bakal bikin gue kangen terus dan nangis kalo harus inget itu semua. kalian semua begitu berarti buat gue. berarti banget. maaf ya kalo kalian punya temen cengeng kaya gua, abis gimana gua paling gak suka yang namanya pisah dari orang yang gue sayang. dari kalian. i will miss you all!everytime! makasi kalian udah jadi sahabat yang baik banget pas masa masa smp kaya gini, gaada kalian gue bukan apa-apa, please sampe nanti kita jangan sampe mecah, kita jadi 85 yang dulu. SABILA...............berat bgt pisah sama lo boool! SHILA, gamau bgtbgt pisah sama lo! ADISTI.......kita gak bisa duduk bareng lagi, gila bareng, cacat bareng :'( dan yang lain GUE GAMAU PISAH GAMAU GAMAU GAMAU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! terlalu sakit buat pisah, sayang bgtbgtbgt gua sama kalian semua, terutama sama kevin! aaaaaaaaaaaaaa gue benci perpisahan! benci bgt! dan please jgn paksa gue buat gak sedih atas kejadian kejadian ini.
hey, don't you try to force me not to grieve over this separation. sad, disappointed, i really feel it. i never thought and imagined of separating from you. sorry if i'm maudlin, but this is very painful for me. hm..... i have some message for my boyfriend, for you vin...:')


--> Vin, we're now separated. i beg you not to forget me, don't you make me cry, don't you hurt me, don't you leave me. although we are different schools now, don't you change your feelings to me. honestly, i don't wanna lose you. i'm too much in love with you. i really hope that we can continue the relationship even though we are in a different school. i believe you, don't you make me lose confidence. i hope you can love me like i love you! i'm sorry that does not speak directly with you, i can only convey what i feel through in this blog, read it and hopefully you can understand what i feel for you. i don't have the courage to speak directly with you, please understand me, i love you, a lotta love for you! ♥♥kvn, 20 Juni 2010♥♥


and i have some messages for my bestfriends!

--> sabola, adisti, shila, amel, vika, putri, jeje, kahfi, kirun, bagas, amanda, danu, andrew, aiz kalian temen yang bener-bener gue anggap temen baik bgt. kalian temen deket gue. makasi kalian udah mau jadi temen yang baik buat gue selama ini, temen yang selalu ada di saat gue butuh kalian, pisah sama kalian itu berat banget. ntar gaada lagi yang bikin gue ketawa tiap hari, gaada yang ngecakin gue, gaada yang dengerin cerita gue, gaada yang cacat bareng gue. berat banget gak sih ngelepasin itu semua? bakalan kangen terus gue sama kalian! kita udah pisah. plis jangan pada berubah ya, kalian temen2 yang terbaik diantara yang lain. susah seneng bareng bareng dari kelas 8. jangan sombong, jgn berubah ya, love you all so much ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

30 Juni 2010

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hello blogey! um kayanya postingan di blog gue ini sedih sedih semua ya?hehe itu udah lama~~
hm sunday june 20th 2010 i have new boyfriend! yaa....gue jadian. gue jadian sama kevin hehehehe:p kenapa baru gue publish sekarang? karna emang baru sempet nulis blog:p

gatau gimana bisa jadian, ya jadian gitu hehehe...awalnya yang pulang dari jogja sama 85 itu gatau gimana dia sms gue, dan smsan, dan........akhirnya jadian! um seneng ya seneng banget malah, sblm jadian lucu gitu deh smsnya. alus banget, gaada yang tau tuh sebelumnya. dari yang dulu kelas 8 sampe kelas 9 temenan, eh ujung-ujungnya jadian. kalo ditanya sayang apa engga sama kevin jawabannya........sayang banget! hihi frontal bodo amat he's mine now :p
iyalah sayang banget. meskipun dia cuek gitu tapi kalo sayang mau dibilang apa?hehehe ga nyangka banget deh bisa jadian suer :*mmm... now he's mine ya, sayang banget gue sama lo, diantara mantan-mantan gue yang dulu lo yang paling gue sayang hehehe terus plis ya jangan punya sikap cuek lagi, secuek cueknya lo sama gue tapi gue syg sm lo~



it's my kevin♥















**please don't hurt me, teach me how to love you like the way you do, don't make me shed tears of this because you, love me like i love you, don't waste me, and don't ever forget me as long as you know me,showing all the love you have for me**
a lotta love for you vin♥


08 Mei 2010

No. Peserta : 04-305-064-9
Tanggal Lahir : 2/23/1995

BIODATA
Nomor Peserta : 04-305-064-9
Nama Peserta : NADYA FITRI FEBRINA
Tanggal Lahir : 2/23/1995
Sekolah : SMP NEGERI 29

NILAI
Bahasa Indonesia : 7.80
Bahasa Inggris : 9.80
Matematika : 9.75
IPA : 9.75
JUMLAH : 37.10
Keterangan : LULUS


YEAAAAAY ALHAMDULILLAH BGTBGT YAALLAH :D THANKS GOD YOU GIVE IT TO ME! SMAN 6 TEMBUUUUUUUUUS AMIIIIIIIIN! THANKYOU ♥♥

02 Mei 2010

~what should I do to make you love me?all my effort has been done for you, what should I show to make you love me?here am I who chose you for me......... I struggled in my life for always having you as sincerely heart just for you
~I just kept silent to see you go from my side, was there about me in your heart you feel trying to make you feel! leave me as if everything that ever happens again you can not taste....... was easy for you to unselect all the memories shared with me~
~he, indeed he only i always thinking about him never ending correct him, he really only i always wanted.......... I want you to know contents of my heart no one else only you!~


--- i miss the old you! hey,did you know how much i miss you? did you now i need you here when i cry?! didn't you see me here,how much i love you! i love you sincerely......what can i do to make you back as you as the old? like a first time when i meet you, when i know you, when i so close with you.... before we had this problem i see you're so fine with me.but now,you changed 180 degrees........ i don't know why hm but the only one i want! i wanna you back as you! as the old you, only it! and we'll fine as friends like at the first time.......... :') --

17 April 2010

return him to us! he's our friend! don't you grab him! you're evil take it from us! are you not satisfied keep me away from him? now you alienate him from his old friends!
you are evil, sneaky girls!