22 November 2010

letters to my ex

helo my ex, how are u? if you fine, how can?
helo my ex, what are u doing now? still u thingking about me?
helo my ex, will u find someone new to replace me in ur heart in the near future?
and helo my ex, why i can't stop thingking about u?
why i can't stop to not miss you?

hampir 2 bulan udah gue putus sama lo, tapi kenapa semua rasa yang ada buat lo gak ada yg ilang sedikit pun? gue kangen, bener-bener kangen&kehilangan lo. you are my past, harusnya gue bisa lupain lo....tapi enggak untuk kali ini. until now i still love you as sincerely my heart and expect you to come back to me. meskipun itu pastinya hanyalah harapan yang sia-sia. you told me, that you want we should be friends, not enemies. why you far away from me now? gue sadar, ini salah gue. i'm too selfish! maaf....itu semua karna gue terlalu takut buat keilangan lo vin:( maafin gue yg kaya gini, gue baru sadar semua ini setelah lo pergi dari gue. there's still second chance for me? hmm i don't think so.... mungkin buat lo ini yang terbaik, tapi buat gue enggak. where is the good in goodbye?
kvnsryfhlv, yes you! fell in love with you itu bikin gue bisa ngerti rasanya sayang ke orang gimana, gimana rasanya ngejaga orang yg disayang supaya gak diambil orang lain. lo udah yg terbaik dibanding yang lain, lo gak pernah deket sama cewek lain, lo gak pernah selingkuh kaya temen-temen lo sekarang ini, lo gak pernah bohongin gue, lo gak pernah nge-duain gue, lo gak pernah berusaha buat punya htsan, lo....... baik vin, baik banget...meskipun lo gak bisa nunjukin rasa sayang dan perhatian lo ke gue tapi gue bisa ngerti, tp mungkin temen temen gue yg gak bisa ngerti semua itu. gue kangen lo, kangen banget:( gue bukan mau sekedar ketemu, gue pengen kaya dulu... gue kangen kita becanda bareng anak-anak, gue kangen kita dicakin, gue kangen kita jalan-jalan, sekarang mana vin? lo gak pernah ada disaat kita ngumpul, gue bth lo, gue mau lo, meskipun hanya sebatas teman.... I MISS YOU SO BAD!
i need a long time to erase all memories of us, and to open my heart to someone else.


dear my ex, i miss you so much. i miss the parts when we laugh together
dear my ex, i miss your attention
dear my ex, can we repeat it all over again?
dear my ex, i just want you to know how much i need you, how much i love you, and how much i miss you.


dear my ex, I M I S S Y O U

~ℒℴѵℯ, Nadya2006.2010